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      <title>The End of Summer</title>
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      <pubDate>Fri, 07 Aug 2026 06:00:00 +0000</pubDate>
      <description>My apartment complex is having an end-of-summer social on August 11. I thought: is a cold front arriving on August 11? I wondered if I had missed a major meteorological event. But no: Google tells me (citing the Old Farmer’s Almanac) that the season...</description>
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<p><span>&nbsp;My apartment complex is having an end-of-summer social on <i>August 11</i>. I thought: is a cold front arriving on August 11? I wondered if I had missed a major meteorological event. But no: Google tells me (citing the Old Farmer&rsquo;s Almanac) that the season of fall begins this year on September 22 at about 7:05pm Central Daylight Time. This is the moment of the autumnal equinox, the moment when the sun is directly above the equator (which, being the same moment the world around, means fall begins September 23 in Europe this year).&nbsp;</span></p>
<p><span>How in the world could someone think of August 11 as the end of summer? It&rsquo;s the middle of summer! I&rsquo;m enjoying air conditioning as I write this; outside it is nearly 100 degrees (Fahrenheit, the temperature scale designed for human beings: 100 degrees is about as hot as we have to deal with). You think this column is unhinged? Imagine what it would be like if I were writing it outside. We&rsquo;re at the edge of our hottest weather, friends&mdash;the hot season is not coming to an end in August.</span></p>
<p><span>What my apartment complex really means, of course, is that we are coming to the end of school vacation. Students are going back to school soon. The Stanton Institute of our diocese here in Dallas is about to have its first sessions. The long holiday is nearly done. So, sure, why not get together? I&rsquo;m all for &ldquo;social&rdquo;&mdash;humans, after all, are essentially social beings. Put down your cell phone and come have a taco. But don&rsquo;t pretend summer is at its end.</span></p>
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<p><span>On the other hand: the word &ldquo;end&rdquo; has a wonderful built-in ambiguity. I have a novel on my shelf called <i>The End of Men</i>. It means &ldquo;end&rdquo; in both its two major senses. On the one hand, it&rsquo;s a novel about men coming to an end, becoming useless or optional. But at the same time, it&rsquo;s about what men are for. What is the purpose of men, what is their &ldquo;end&rdquo; in that sense?</span></p>
<p><span>So&mdash;if you will bear with the twists of my brain circuitry&mdash;I wonder what is the purpose of summer? How might we know we&rsquo;ve had a summer that achieved what summer is supposed to achieve, a summer that reached its proper end?</span></p>
<p><span>Is it that we had a good vacation, a time of refreshment? Did our physical and mental batteries get recharged?&nbsp;</span></p>
<p><span>Or might the purpose of summer be for us to get caught up on our reading? I subscribe to a journal that does not publish in July and August; they call it their season of <i>aestivation</i> (a lovely word to throw into conversation over a picnic). Aestivation is (Google tells me) a scientific term for &ldquo;summer dormancy.&rdquo; Dormancy, of course, has to do with being dormant, which is what you do in your dormitory (or <i>dormitorio</i>). So, with regard to this particular journal, summer is a chance to catch up. But maybe, at the same time, since I tend to spend my whole year trying to catch up on my reading, maybe &ldquo;the end of summer&rdquo; is for me to stop trying to catch up, to let my reading go dormant, to let it <i>aestivate</i>.</span></p>
<p><span>There are many things that might be part of the &ldquo;end&rdquo; of summer in this sense. Putting down your cellphone and joining the taco party might well be part of it.</span></p>
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<p><span>While we&rsquo;re at it, how about the whole idea of having seasons? Isn&rsquo;t it great that God (through whatever causal mechanism) has given our planet its 23-degree-tilt, so that we have seasons? Seasons give us change-within-a-pattern. It&rsquo;s different in Dallas than in Poughkeepsie (ask me sometime), but in both places we have hot followed by temperate followed by cold followed by new growth. In their various ways in different places, these four seasons give us a pattern to live by or with or among, while always being a little bit different than they were the last time around.&nbsp;</span></p>
<p><span>What is God&rsquo;s purpose, do you think, in giving us seasons? What is the &ldquo;end&rdquo; of summer in the sense of the question, what should we learn from the fact of seasons? This brings us to the question of the greatest pattern of all, our entrance into the world and our departure from it, and my friends, here I will stop and (it&rsquo;s the end of this column, both senses) ask you to ponder and pray and take it further.</span></p>
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<p><span><i>Out &amp; About</i>.&nbsp;</span>I am to preach at St. Matthew&rsquo;s Cathedral in Dallas on Aug. 23 and St. Augustine&rsquo;s Oak Cliff (Dallas) on Aug. 30.</p>
<p><span><i>Good Books &amp; Good Talk</i>: Sun. Aug. 30 at 5pm at St. Matthew&rsquo;s Cathedral in Dallas, we will begin Dostoyevsky&rsquo;s <i>The Brothers Karamazov</i>, discussing Part One (about 150-200 pages). Any translation is fine, but I recommend finding a copy from a reputable publisher. (We will meet roughly monthly for a total of four seminars.)</span></p>
<p><span><i>Looking ahead to the real end of summer</i>: the Dallas Fall Theology Lecture will be Sun. Oct. 4 at 5pm at St. Matthew&rsquo;s Cathedral. I will speak on &ldquo;What&rsquo;s Salvation Have to Do with It? Reflections after the Camino.&rdquo; The Reverends Tom and Kate Smith (who have also walked the Camino) will respond. Reception to follow.</span></p>
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      <title>AI Puzzle-Piece #1</title>
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      <pubDate>Fri, 31 Jul 2026 06:00:00 +0000</pubDate>
      <description>From time to time I plan to reflect on the implications of AI for theological anthropology, the Christian understanding of being human. The first puzzle-piece concerns AI’s capacity to eliminate jobs.&#13;
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      <dc:creator>The Rev. Canon Dr. Victor Lee Austin</dc:creator>
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<p><span><i>From time to time I plan to reflect on the implications of AI for theological anthropology, the Christian understanding of being human. The first puzzle-piece concerns AI&rsquo;s capacity to eliminate jobs.</i></span></p>
<p><span>Among the jobs that (some say) AI will eliminate is the job of a coder, a person who writes code for computer programs. In businesses heretofore, a new coder hire would receive instructions to write a program (code) that does specified things. There would be a middle manager, overseeing the work of several programmers and seeing that everything in a particular project fit together to meet expectations. This obviously is a very complicated division of labor, often involving more lines of code than any one person could comprehend. In this complex situation, middle managers don&rsquo;t write code themselves. Yet it is significant they could write any part of the code if necessary, since they were once coders themselves.</span></p>
<p><span>AI is poised (some say) to eliminate the jobs of coders. Now the middle manager will tell AI to produce code that meets specifications. And AI will do so, rapidly. No one will be able to understand why or how the code has been written as it has, given its complexity.</span></p>
<p><span>But what if the program turns out to have problems? AI will be asked to fix the problems, which it will, leaving us still with code no one understands. In the old scenario, the middle manager had the coding knowledge to dig (if necessary) into the guts of the program and to figure out where it was going wrong. This was knowledge born of experience and included, in the term that Michael Polanyi used, &ldquo;tacit knowledge,&rdquo; knowledge that cannot be reduced to words on a page.&nbsp;</span></p>
<p><span>In the AI future as some see it, no one will need to learn how to write code, and so no one will have the knowledge to &ldquo;check out&rdquo; the product that AI produces. This seems likely to create novel risks for businesses that have eliminated their coder-employees.</span></p>
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<p><span>It was Jarett Malouf in <i>The New Atlantis </i>who first alerted me to this issue. He calls it &ldquo;a de-skilling epidemic.&rdquo; He writes: &ldquo;How good will we be at our AI-supervision jobs if we lose the skills AI replaces? As every engineer knows, the quality of a manager&rsquo;s work is largely limited by their own technical expertise. A trope in the software engineering world is that of the overly ambitious, borderline antagonistic manager who knows nothing about what he&rsquo;s asking the engineers to do and expects it done in a miraculous timeline.&rdquo;</span></p>
<p><span>&nbsp;Malouf continues: &ldquo;There&rsquo;s an argument to be made &mdash; a bet, more so &mdash; that the hard skills we were once required to master are now and forever obsolete, and thus that the withering away of low-level competencies is unproblematic. But I would venture that what has always been true in software engineering will remain true: he who understands the layer beneath will thrive.&rdquo;</span></p>
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<p><span>I have a very simple story here, a sort of reverse-image. Between college and seminary, I taught junior high mathematics for a couple of years on a Pueblo reservation in New Mexico. My students had not memorized the multiplication table. When they needed to multiply, say, 7 times 9, they would mark out nine slashes on their paper, then count over their slashes seven times. They would have saved a lot of time by memorizing (when they got to 63, I&rsquo;d say with a smile, You know, it&rsquo;s going to be 63 tomorrow too). They would also be more accurate (since any of us, counting over a line of slashes, is going to make mistakes). But, bless them, my students knew what multiplication meant!</span></p>
<p><span>If you, dear reader, were ever challenged as to why you believe 7 times 9 is 63, you could do what my students always did: you could go back to first principles and produce the answer.</span></p>
<p><span>The problem with AI (though on an incredibly more complex level) is that, when AI gives us the answer (the 63), we aren&rsquo;t able to go back and produce the reasoning that led to the answer. And the people who used to be able to do so are in danger of being fired because no longer needed.</span></p>
<p><span>Malouf&rsquo;s point is, they are needed.</span></p>
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<p><span>The realistic upshot, then, might be: There will be concrete, bottom-line risks in the work that AI does for us. Those risks require we have people who can understand what it does and how it produces its product. A machine, it seems, ever remains a machine.</span></p>
<p><span>This seems realistic to me. But it is neither inevitable nor without its own puzzles. We need to keep thinking&mdash;and try to think better.</span></p>
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<p><span><span style="text-decoration: line-through;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><i>Good Books &amp; Good Talk</i>: Sunday, August 30, at St. Matthew&rsquo;s Cathedral in Dallas, from 5 to 6:30 p.m. We will begin our series on Dostoyevsky&rsquo;s <i>The Brothers Karamazov</i>, discussing Part One (about 150-200 pages). Any translation is fine, but I recommend finding a copy from a reputable publisher.</span></p>
<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<i>Save the Date</i>: The Dallas Fall Theology Lecture has been set for Sunday, Oct. 4, at 5 p.m. at St. Matthew&rsquo;s Cathedral. I will speak on &ldquo;What&rsquo;s Salvation Have to Do with It? Reflections after the Camino.&rdquo; The Reverends Tom and Kate Smith (who have also walked the Camino) will respond.</span></p>
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<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<i>On the Web</i>. Malouf&rsquo;s essay is called &ldquo;Stack Underflow: Losing the Craft of Coding,&rdquo; and you can find it here: <a href="https://www.thenewatlantis.com/publications/stack-underflow-losing-the-craft-of-coding" class="ms-outlook-linkify">https://www.thenewatlantis.com/publications/stack-underflow-losing-the-craft-of-coding</a></span></p>
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      <title>A Sunday Prayer</title>
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      <pubDate>Thu, 23 Jul 2026 06:00:00 +0000</pubDate>
      <description>There’s a very simple prayer for Sundays in Morning Prayer. It is in fact a prayer known as a “collect,” which has a short, fixed form. First: God is identified by something in particular that he does or has done. Second: A request is made of...</description>
      <dc:creator>The Rev. Canon Dr. Victor Lee Austin</dc:creator>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><span style="font-size: 1.1em;">There&rsquo;s a very simple prayer for Sundays in Morning Prayer. It is in fact a prayer known as a &ldquo;collect,&rdquo; which has a short, fixed form. First: God is identified by something in particular that he does or has done. Second: A request is made of God.&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 1.1em;">Third: The purpose of the request is stated. The collect ends by making clear that the prayer is made &ldquo;through&rdquo; Jesus.&nbsp;</span></p>
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<p><span>In this particular Sunday collect, God is identified as making us glad, every week, when we remember that Jesus rose from the dead on Sunday, the first day of the week. Every Sunday is a &ldquo;little Easter,&rdquo; even the Sundays in Lent or Christmas or whenever. It was on Sunday that Jesus rose from the dead, and the principal meaning of every Sunday is his resurrection. And if we remember that with gladness, it is God himself who is making us glad. I think God does that in two ways. He is the source of the action&mdash;he raised his Son from the dead; resurrection is divine power in action! But a person of unsound mind might know about the resurrection without finding it a source of gladness. (The devil, for instance, is not made glad by the resurrection.) So that we are glad is God&rsquo;s work in us also. God makes us glad by doing the deed <i>and</i> by working in us that we respond with joy to it.</span></p>
<p><span>Then we ask God to bless us in our worship on Sunday. The collect assumes, as is right for Christians, that we worship on Sunday. Our prayer to God is that our worship be a blessing to us.</span></p>
<p><span>For what purpose, this blessing? &ldquo;That the days to come may be spent in thy favor.&rdquo; The blessing is for the Sunday worship to stretch its influence over the entire week, that everything we do is pleasing to God. We want to be blessed so as to live in God&rsquo;s favor.</span></p>
<p><span>I say, it&rsquo;s a simple collect, a prayer easy to grasp (even memorize, if you&rsquo;d like to memorize another prayer). Here it is entire: <i>O God, who makest us glad with the weekly remembrance of the glorious resurrection of thy Son our Lord: Grant us this day such blessing through our worship of thee, that the days to come may be spent in thy favor; through the same Jesus Christ our Lord.</i></span></p>
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<p><span><i>Out &amp; About</i>. Sunday, July 26, I am to preach at St. Matthew&rsquo;s Cathedral in Dallas. On Sunday, August 2, I am to preach at Church of the Incarnation in Dallas.</span></p>
<p><i>Save the Date:</i> The Dallas Fall Theology Lecture has been set for Sunday, Oct. 4, at 5 p.m. at St. Matthew&rsquo;s Cathedral. I will speak on &ldquo;What&rsquo;s Salvation Have to Do with It? Reflections after the Camino.&rdquo;&nbsp;</p>
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<p><span><i>On the Web</i>. I wrote a short theological reflection, &ldquo;Robots and Clones and Humans,&rdquo; to introduce a couple of novels by Kazuo Ishiguro that are worth reading, and thinking with, in our age of uncertainty about being human. (I&rsquo;ve had seminars on both these books.) In the more recent one, <i>Klara and the Sun </i>(2021), Ishiguro wrote about the interior life of a particularly empathetic robot. In the world of the novel, parents have only one child and a number of negative consequences follow. To help their child mature in this world, the best parents purchase for their child an Artificial Friend; Klara is one such AF. At one point she does a particularly dangerous self-sacrifice of needed fluid to try to help the child whose AF she is. The earlier novel is <i>Never Let Me Go </i>(2005), a story (one gradually learns) about clones in a boarding school. These humans have been created in order to mature and then donate organs, a procedure through which lung cancer, for (unspoken) instance, has been eliminated. The clones&rsquo; purpose in life is to become donors; they will die after their third or fourth donation. And yet their dignity persists. To read a bit more, my piece is here: <a href="https://humanlifereview.com/robots-and-clones-and-humans/" contenteditable="false" title="https://humanlifereview.com/robots-and-clones-and-humans/">https://humanlifereview.com/robots-and-clones-and-humans/</a></span></p>
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      <title>Dogs and Smartphones</title>
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      <description>In the midst of the Camino this spring, I saw something I had not noticed before: a peregrinolooking at his phone. It was a shock of sorts, though I suppose it was inevitable and perhaps surprising that it hadn’t been more common. The practical side...</description>
      <dc:creator>The Rev. Canon Dr. Victor Lee Austin</dc:creator>
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<p><span>In the midst of the Camino this spring, I saw something I had not noticed before: a <i>peregrino</i>looking at his phone. It was a shock of sorts, though I suppose it was inevitable and perhaps surprising that it hadn&rsquo;t been more common. The practical side of my mind said, I could do that in Dallas; I don&rsquo;t have to travel to the Camino if I want to walk while scrolling.</span></p>
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<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Back in Dallas, a recent sermon I heard talked about unhappiness. She was giving a not-uncommon snapshot of life today: Alarm goes off. Pick up phone and scroll social media. Eat breakfast while scrolling some more. Go to office and sit in front of a computer and answer a lot of emails. Go home and scroll social media. Walk dog. Eat supper and scroll some more. Watch Netflix. (Etc.)</span></p>
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<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;This picture is exaggerated, of course, but most of us will have a slightly guilty sense of recognition even if only for part of it. We know that more fulfilling lives are had when our eyes go a lot of places besides screens. More screen time correlates with more unhappiness, and vice versa. Why? One big reason is our need to look at other people and talk with them. Which brings me to dogs.</span></p>
<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;I see a lot of people on the Katy Trail with their dogs&mdash;and a lot of them have the leash in one hand while the other holds their smartphone. They&rsquo;re out with their dog but in some real sense they aren&rsquo;t with their dog. I don&rsquo;t know how a dog thinks, but if it were I, I&rsquo;d be unhappy. &ldquo;Buster, you were gone all day and now you&rsquo;re home and you aren&rsquo;t paying attention to me.&rdquo;</span></p>
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<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;These thoughts of mine&mdash;doubtless too judgmental but, dear reader, I&rsquo;m just being open with you, they have been my thoughts&mdash;have received, to my surprise, poetic confirmation. Last week I was reading the May issue of <i>The New Criterion </i>where I found a short poem that began: &ldquo;My owner stops to watch me, then continues, / as earnest with his toy as I with mine.&rdquo; I thought: can it really be that a poet is writing about this?</span></p>
<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;It goes on: &ldquo;He doesn&rsquo;t chew it, though, or lap its edges. / Instead his thumbs, conferring him / divine status, go <i>click-click-click</i>.&rdquo;&nbsp;</span></p>
<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;It comes to an arresting, slightly embarrassing parallel: &ldquo;What agitates him so? It&rsquo;s much the same / as scratching-fits that occupy my ears.&rdquo; The dog compares it also to moments when he, the dog, sometimes will sit, &ldquo;nose to the glass,&rdquo; but won&rsquo;t respond to his name being called.</span></p>
<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;He wishes it were different, wishes his owner&rsquo;s toy would &ldquo;go back and leave us alone, two together / so that he can smile on me as he once would.&rdquo; The poem is called &ldquo;Pre-social&rdquo;; the poet is Sunil Iyengar; and you can find it here:<a href="https://newcriterion.com/article/pre-social/" class="ms-outlook-linkify">https://newcriterion.com/article/pre-social/</a></span></p>
<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;And you might find yourself looking at your toy a little differently.&nbsp;</span></p>
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<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<i>Fall Dates for Brothers Karamazov seminars (Good Books &amp; Good Talk)</i>. The dates have been set for a four-session series on Dostoyevsky&rsquo;s Brothers Karamazov. In Dallas, at St. Matthew&rsquo;s Cathedral, Sundays from 5 to 6:30 p.m.:</span></p>
<p><span>August 30, Part One</span></p>
<p><span>October 11, Part Two</span></p>
<p><span>November 1, Part Three</span></p>
<p><span>November 29, Part Four</span></p>
<p>This is how I read a Russian novel, especially for the first time. I keep a list as I read it, putting down every name as it appears, along with a very brief identification, maybe the page number. This is because I have often found myself confused at first, not knowing who was who. But be of good courage! Once you get to about page 50 the genius of the story-teller will catch you up.</p>
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<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<i>Out &amp; About</i>.&nbsp;</span>Sunday, July 26, I am to preach at St. Matthew&rsquo;s Cathedral in Dallas (9 and 11:15).</p>
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<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<i>That story about the beaver and the Hoover Dam:</i> A friend in New York traced it down. T. R. Reid, in <i>The Chip: How Two Americans Invented the Microchip and Launched a Revolution</i>, related the high praise given which was given to Jack Kilby when he received the Nobel prize: that Kilby &ldquo;had launched the global digital revolution, making possible calculators,computers, digital cameras, pacemakers, the Internet&rdquo; and so on. Kilby began his lecture with this response: &ldquo;When I hear that kind of thing,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;it reminds me of what the beaver told the rabbit as they stood at the base of Hoover Dam: &lsquo;No, I didn&rsquo;t build it myself, but it&rsquo;s based on an idea of mine.&rsquo;&rdquo; Kilby then added that he had heard the beaver story &ldquo;from Charles H. Townes, an American who won the physics prize in 1964.&rdquo;</span></p>]]></content:encoded>
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      <title>The Problematic Posture of Fighting Back</title>
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      <description>On a recent visit to some old friends in another state, I saw hundreds of campaign signs at the various intersections of their city. One of them had a remarkable slogan, along the lines of “It’s Time to Start Fighting Back.”&#13;
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      <dc:creator>The Rev. Canon Dr. Victor Lee Austin</dc:creator>
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<p><span>&nbsp;On a recent visit to some old friends in another state, I saw hundreds of campaign signs at the various intersections of their city. One of them had a remarkable slogan, along the lines of &ldquo;It&rsquo;s Time to Start Fighting Back.&rdquo;</span></p>
<p><span>One wonders about the future if this candidate is successful and gets elected. Does he keep fighting back, year after year? Will there ever come a time when he says: mission accomplished, we fought back and we were successful? Can it ever be time to stop fighting back?</span></p>
<p><span>To put it more sharply, the political problem is that if he is successful, he has undermined his own position. If he successfully fights back then he becomes the establishment, and his own logic requires that someone else rise up against him and say, Time to start fighting back!</span></p>
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<p><span>This problem arises out of scepticism about authority. The truth is we live in a country that&rsquo;s both good and bad while being, in many ways, the envy of the world. What is good about our society is connected with its social institutionsand the way we live with one another. This includes many things, including freedom to engage in the world of exchange, community responsibility for one another, having a rule of law, valuing religion and respecting its free exercise. Everything we do together is possible only because we acknowledge a measure of authority, from the conductor of the orchestra to the principal of the school to the manager of the store. Without authority and institutions, the range of human goods available to us is terribly diminished.</span></p>
<p><span>There is much that needs to be reformed. At the same time there is much that needs to be treasured and preserved.&nbsp;</span></p>
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<p><span>God is interested in our human institutions. He provides us with governments for our human good, because we are sinners and certain judgments need to be provided for the good of us all in society. He provides us with educationalinstitutions because he is himself the Teacher and the Truth behind all teaching and seeking truth. He underwrites the various networks of human communications and creativity so that people may flourish with productive work.&nbsp;</span></p>
<p><span>In the face of imperfect institutions, the normal Christian posture is to give thanks for their existence as being part of the providence of God, while working to improve them. With regard to persons of authority within those institutions, our posture is similar: to give thanks that God has provided such for us, while working for such improvement as may be possible.&nbsp;</span></p>
<p><span>Which is to say, whatever &ldquo;fighting against&rdquo; we may be called to do, such &ldquo;fighting&rdquo; remains within the context of gratitude for the good that existing institutions have provided and, even if in a curtailed sense, continue to provide.</span></p>
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<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<i>Fall Dates for Brothers Karamazov seminars (Good Books &amp; Good Talk).</i> The dates have been set for a four-session series on Dostoyevsky&rsquo;s<i>Brothers Karamazov</i>. In Dallas, at St. Matthew&rsquo;s Cathedral, Sundays from 5 to 6:30 p.m.:</span></p>
<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;August 30, Part One</span></p>
<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;October 11, Part Two</span></p>
<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;November 1, Part Three</span></p>
<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;November 29, Part Four</span></p>
<p>Time to get your copy and start reading the first &ldquo;Part&rdquo;: a great book awaits you. (Part One is &ldquo;Books&rdquo; 1-3, about 150 pages in many translations.)</p>
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<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<i>Out &amp; About.</i>&nbsp;</span>Sunday, July 26, I am to preach at St. Matthew&rsquo;s Cathedral in Dallas.</p>
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<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<i>For fun</i>. Ninety-six years ago this past Tuesday, construction began on the Hoover Dam. The following is thanks to the calendar of the National Association of Scholars: &ldquo;The beaver said to the rabbit as they stared at the Hoover Dam, No, I didn&rsquo;t build it myself, but it&rsquo;s based on an idea of mine.&rdquo; Can any of my readers identify the source of that charming line?</span></p>
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      <description>A good book keeps surprising the reader. You go back ten years later and it’s as if the book has changed; it’s now better and more interesting than your memory. Of course, this change is because you the reader have changed. Re-reading a bad or just...</description>
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<div><span>A good book keeps surprising the reader. You go back ten years later and it&rsquo;s as if the book has changed; it&rsquo;s now better and more interesting than your memory. Of course, this change is because you the reader have changed. Re-reading a bad or just not-so-good a book, we find the book diminished, maybe just dull. But a good book keeps growing; you find new things in it every time you read it.</span></div>
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<div><span>The Bible is, if nothing else, a good book, and some say it is <i>the</i> Good Book. Last week, reading along as prescribed in Morning Prayer, I discovered the Bible had more in it than I remembered. In fact, I found I had a serious misconception about one of the most important details in the Old Testament, the sin that Moses committed and on account of which he was not allowed to enter the promised land. I thought, How many times have I read this? And nonetheless, I had never noticed an important detail (and had made up a different detail)!</span></div>
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<div><span>In Numbers 20 things go badly wrong. As Moses is leading the people to the land God has promised them, once again they complain against Moses. They chide him, they gripe about the lack of figs and pomegranates, they have no water to drink, they say it would be better if they had died earlier, and they say Moses should never have brought them out of Egypt! This is a strange thing, yet not unknown: that people who are liberated find their new life to have serious challenges in it and they forget how bad it was back when they were slaves of Pharaoh (or wherever that particular liberated people happen to have been).</span></div>
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<div><span>God tells Moses to take his rod and gather the people together. And what else does God tell Moses to do? I had thought God told him to strike a rock with his rod and that God would cause water to come out of the rock. I had further thought that Moses&rsquo; sin was that he struck the rock twice, rather than once. I was wrong.</span></div>
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<div><span>Numbers chapter 20 verse 8: God says to Moses, &ldquo;Take the rod . . . and speak ye unto the rock before [the people&rsquo;s] eyes; and it shall give forth his water.&rdquo; That&rsquo;s the antique translation, but all the modern ones I have found are the same. Moses is supposed to speak to the rock. Some translations fill in the gist of what Moses is to say: &ldquo;tell the rock before their eyes to yield its water.&rdquo; He does have to say something, so it makes sense that he would tell the rock to give forth its water.</span></div>
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<div><span>But then see what Moses actually says. Verse 10, he speaks to the people, not to the rock: &ldquo;Hear now, ye rebels; must we fetch you water out of this rock?&rdquo; And without further spoken words, verse 11: &ldquo;Moses lifted up his hand, and with his rod he smote the rock twice: and the water came out abundantly.&rdquo;</span></div>
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<div><span>And as soon as everyone drinks, or maybe even while they are still drinking, God chides Moses. Verse 12: &ldquo;Because you did not believe in me, to sanctify me in the eyes of the people of Israel, therefore you shall not bring this assembly into the land which I have given them.&rdquo;</span></div>
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<div><span>The reader&rsquo;s job here is to ponder how that which has just happened is a failure to honor God&rsquo;s holiness. God pronounces it a failure of faith: &ldquo;you did not believe in me.&rdquo; How has Moses failed to believe in God, failed to show the people the holiness of God?</span></div>
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<div><span>Suppose he had spoken to the rock. What would the people have seen? No physical action! They would have seen Moses <i>but they would have heard Moses speaking to the rock</i>. Before their eyes would have been Moses and, subsequently, water. <i>But in their ears would have been what was really important.</i></span></div>
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<div><span>The Bible often suggests that ears are more trustworthy than eyes. People see the sun and moon and want to worship them, but Genesis 1, which refrains from using the names &ldquo;sun&rdquo; and &ldquo;moon,&rdquo; tells us they were created by God speaking.&nbsp;</span></div>
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<div><span>In John, Jesus tells the crowd that they are missing something: they have seen miracles and they want more, but Jesus, the Word of God, needs people to hear his words and not see the signs.</span></div>
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<div><span>Some have said that Jesus is the rock, out of whom flows living water. In John, Jesus spoke to the woman at the well about the living water he could give her.</span></div>
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<div><span>Maybe it was more important for the people to hear Moses speak to the rock than to see Moses strike the rock. Maybe faith comes by hearing, as someone else has said.</span></div>
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<div><span><i>A Further Note on Good Books &amp; Good Talk</i>. Next week I hope to be able to announce the dates for our fall seminar series on Dostoevsky&rsquo;s <i>Brothers Karamazov</i>. Stay tuned; in the meantime you can get a copy. Any translation will do, but I recommend a reputable publisher (Penguin, FSG, Modern Library, etc.) rather than a cheap word-dump printing. In the first session we will discuss Part One, which includes three &ldquo;books&rdquo; (each book is further divided into chapters). This will be about 150 or 200 pages.&nbsp;</span></div>
<div>Sunday, July 26, I am to preach at St. Matthew&rsquo;s Cathedral in Dallas.</div>
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<div><span><i>On the Web</i>. I&rsquo;ve published another short Camino piece, over at <i>The Living Church </i>online blog, Covenant. The title, &ldquo;Guide Our Feet,&rdquo; comes from a line in daily prayer: &ldquo;guide our feet in the way of peace.&rdquo; Here&rsquo;s the link: <a href="https://livingchurch.org/covenant/guide-our-feet/" contenteditable="false" title="https://livingchurch.org/covenant/guide-our-feet/">https://livingchurch.org/covenant/guide-our-feet/</a></span></div>
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      <description>In the beginning, O LORD, you laid the foundation of the earth, * and the heavens are the work of your hands.&#13;
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<p><span><i>They shall perish, but you will endure; they all shall wear out like a garment; * as clothing you will change them, and they shall be changed.</i></span></p>
<p><span>These verses are from Psalm 102. Praising God for his work &ldquo;in the beginning,&rdquo; the psalm invokes the first verse of the Bible: &ldquo;In the beginning God created.&rdquo; Here the Psalmist describes God&rsquo;s beginning work as laying &ldquo;the foundation of the earth.&rdquo; We think of foundation, first, as something that&rsquo;s underneath a structure&mdash;the foundation of a house, for instance. If the foundation is well-laid, the house may well stand. With regard to the earth, of course, there is nothing &ldquo;under&rdquo; it&mdash;we know that it is round (and many ancients did too), not a flat thing that we could picture standing on something else.&nbsp;</span></p>
<p><span>Perhaps it is better to think of the earth&rsquo;s &ldquo;foundation&rdquo; as natural laws, such as the law of gravity. The late Anglican scientist-theologian John Polkinghorne spoke of the laws that govern matter as being remarkably well-constructed: over billions of years, these laws undergirded an evolving universe that ultimately produced creatures capable of thinking about the universe. Gravity, for instance, is just strong enough to keep things together but not so powerful as to cause things to collapse into each other.&nbsp;</span></p>
<p><span>We can praise God for laying the foundation of the universe in the natural laws that underlie the workings of the cosmos.</span></p>
<p><span>God, Psalm 102 says, from the beginning laid these foundations and also fashioned with his (metaphorical) hands the heavens. When we think of &ldquo;heaven and earth&rdquo; we are thinking as expansively as it is possible for humans to think about the whole cosmos, extending to the most distant galaxies. Human beings, by contrast, are tiny, vulnerable creatures; we are buffeted about and ultimately die; the universe, &ldquo;heaven and earth&rdquo; as a whole, seems by comparison the very picture of permanence.</span></p>
<p><span>But the psalmist says, as science also knows, it ain&rsquo;t so. The earth and the heavens &ldquo;shall perish.&rdquo; In the poetry of Psalm 102, they shall &ldquo;wear out like a garment.&rdquo; The earth, our familiar zillion-pound complex sphere with a lava core and a 25,000-mile circumference, is going to wear out. It is going to be no better than that threadbare coat in your closet that does no good. What a powerful put-down: the universe itself will be nothing more than a worn-out garment!</span></p>
<p><span>And God will take care of it. As if earth and heavens were mere clothing, God &ldquo;will change them.&rdquo; This doesn&rsquo;t mean that the physical universe is connected to God like clothing is connected to the person who wears it; it doesn&rsquo;t mean that when this created world wears out God will replace it with new clothes. It means something rather surprising. God will &ldquo;change&rdquo; the worn-out heaven and earth &ldquo;and they shall be changed.&rdquo; God is not, as it were, changing out the contents of his closet, tossing the old clothes and buying new ones. No, at the end, God will transform (and not replace!) the old heavens and earth. They won&rsquo;t be thrown away. He &ldquo;will change them, and they shall be changed.&rdquo;</span></p>
<p><span>There are Latin prepositional phrases to mark this distinction. The first creation was <i>ex nihilo</i>, &ldquo;out of nothing.&rdquo; God creates everything without tools and without raw material. But the new heavens and new earth, which are to come at the end and are seen by St. John the Divine at the end of Revelation: they are created <i>ex vetere</i>, &ldquo;out of the old.&rdquo;&nbsp;</span></p>
<p><span>Which means, I think we can say, that at the end of all things God will do his laundry. The worn-out creation will be, who knows? Washed? Mended? Resurrected? Transformed? We can&rsquo;t know, we can&rsquo;t even picture this, but we can wait for it with grateful anticipation.</span></p>
<p><span>For God&rsquo;s character is not to lose anything that can be saved. He will not break even a bruised reed, as Jesus says. He watches over our world with a tender care that nothing be lost.</span></p>
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<p><span><i>A Note on Good Books &amp; Good Talk</i>. This fall we will have a series of four seminars on Dostoevsky&rsquo;s <i>Brothers Karamazov</i>. This is perhaps the greatest novel to have arisen from a Christian heart and mind&mdash;some say the greatest novel ever, period. Yet, in part because of its length, many people have never read it. This is your chance to do so, and to enjoy doing so with other Christians. Any translation will do, but I recommend a reputable publisher (Penguin, FSG, Modern Library, etc.) rather than a cheap word-dump printing. For the first session read Part One, which includes three &ldquo;books&rdquo; (each book is further divided into chapters). This is about 150 or 200 pages in most printings.&nbsp;</span></p>
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      <description>The hymn that begins “Now the day is over” is a favorite for many of us, although you are not likely to hear it in a morning service at church. I think I have sung it at Evensong a hundred times, but I was fortunate to spend a decade of my life at a...</description>
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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><span style="font-size: 1.1em;">The hymn that begins &ldquo;Now the day is over&rdquo; is a favorite for many of us, although you are not likely to hear it in a morning service at church. I think I have sung it at Evensong a hundred times, but I was fortunate to spend a decade of my life at a church that had choral evensong many times each week. It&rsquo;s in the </span><i style="font-size: 1.1em;">Hymnal 1982 </i><span style="font-size: 1.1em;">at #42. But if you don&rsquo;t have that book you might make the acquaintance of hymnody.org, a website that has it and many other hymnals. Just search for the first line. Or go to YouTube and search for it sung to the tune </span><i style="font-size: 1.1em;">Merrial</i><span style="font-size: 1.1em;">.</span></p>
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<p><span>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;</span>The author, Sabine Baring-Gould (1834&ndash;1924), was a priest of the Church of England. His original version had eight stanzas. The <i>Hymnal 1982 </i>has six (some other hymnals have fewer).</p>
<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;This deceptively simple hymn looks like a child&rsquo;s prayer. Its words are simple and its stanzas brief, yet underneath them lie profundities.</span></p>
<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;The first three stanzas:</span></p>
<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<i>(1) Now the day is over, night is drawing nigh, / shadows of the evening steal across the sky.</i></span></p>
<p><span><i>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;(2) Jesus, give the weary calm and sweet repose; / with thy tenderest blessing may our eyelids close.</i></span></p>
<p><span><i>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;(3) Grant to little children visions bright of thee; / guard the sailors tossing on the deep, blue sea.</i></span></p>
<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;About the child-like character, note the words from the second stanza: &ldquo;Jesus . . . with thy tenderest blessing may our eyelids close.&rdquo; The third stanza then begins, &ldquo;Grant to little children visions bright of thee.&rdquo; Yet from the start the calm childhood world is confronted with dark forces creeping through the night: &ldquo;shadows of the evening steal across the sky.&rdquo; &ldquo;Shadows&rdquo; become things that act in their own right, and their manner of acting is to &ldquo;steal,&rdquo; which is to say to creep or encroach upon.</span></p>
<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Piled upon these shadowy forces is danger. Sailors &ldquo;tossing on the deep, blue sea&rdquo; need to be guarded. The singer herself needs protection through the night, a night which has &ldquo;watches,&rdquo; hours in which someone must stay awake to ward off danger. Thus the fourth and fifth stanzas:&nbsp;</span></p>
<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<i>(4) Comfort every sufferer watching late in pain; / those who plan some evil from their sin restrain.&nbsp;</i></span></p>
<p><span><i>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;(5) Through the long night watches may thine angels spread / their white wings above me, watching round my bed.</i>&nbsp;</span></p>
<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;The fifth stanza mixes the purity of a child, calling for angels to spread their white wings over her, with the realism of the need for watches, the need for wings of protection.</span></p>
<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;And there is deep realism about sin. Sin is real and there are people who plan to commit it, to do evil&mdash;all of which is packed into a single line, the second half of the fourth stanza: &ldquo;Those who plan some evil, from their sin restrain.&rdquo; People do plan to do evil deeds, to commit sin in the night: the hymn prays that God &ldquo;restrain&rdquo; them &ldquo;from their sin.&rdquo; As we dig further into the meaning of this hymn, we might ask if there are particular evils that characterize sin in the night.</span></p>
<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Consider again the whole hymn from its opening to its final, sixth stanza.&nbsp;</span></p>
<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<i>(6) When the morning wakens, then may I arise / pure, and fresh, and sinless in thy holy eyes.</i></span></p>
<p><span><i>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</i>The first stanza sets the scene: The day is over. Night is drawing nigh. There are shadows stealing across the sky. The final stanza sets the outcome. It begins with morning awakening, and asks that the singer may &ldquo;arise&rdquo; in a certain state: &ldquo;pure, and fresh, and sinless&rdquo; in God&rsquo;s eyes. Here, I deem, is the deepest unspoken truth of this hymn. It was not a child lying down to sleep, but an adult full of, and wearied by, the characteristics of human life in this as-yet-unredeemed world. The key here is that word &ldquo;sinless.&rdquo; What makes this night a night that ends with the sleeper awakening free of sin? Perhaps because she was indeed restrained from any evil; perhaps, among those who would do evil in the night, she included herself.</span></p>
<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;What might be the evil of the night? Two answers arise, neither of them complete yet each a part of the truth. The first arises from the remembrance that it was &ldquo;night&rdquo; into which Judas went when he betrayed Jesus. The prototypical sin of the night is to betray Jesus.&nbsp;</span></p>
<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Which leads to the second answer. The evil of the night is to fall into sin at the end of life. The day that is over, the day that is yielding to the shadows that creep, is the day of our life. The singer is approaching her end. And she is tempted to do &ldquo;some evil.&rdquo;</span></p>
<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;In our day, one particular temptation is to cut short our life deliberately, a temptation increasingly available with medical assistance in various places. &ldquo;Those who plan some evil&rdquo; might well be planning that in particular, though night evils also include all the well-worn sins that people have ever planned. Whatever the evil might be, it seems to me the singer imagines herself, perhaps from sheer weariness, as a potential perpetrator.</span></p>
<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;But the singer prays God&rsquo;s restraint upon evil, even as she prays to awaken &ldquo;pure, and fresh, and sinless&rdquo; in her resurrected body in the presence of God. There, please God, we will give thanks for every day we lived, and for Jesus who closed our eyelids with his &ldquo;tenderest blessing,&rdquo; who comforts all who suffer including us in our sufferings, whose Father sent angels to watch over us every day and night of our lives, and who, at the end, would waken us to himself, &ldquo;pure, and fresh, and sinless.&rdquo;</span></p>
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<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<i>Out &amp; About</i>. Sunday, June 21, I am to preach at St. John the Apostle church in Pottsboro, one of our northmost congregations in the diocese of Dallas. The service is at 10 a.m.</span></p>
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<p><span>In the mihttp://www.thefieldschurch.org/mediafiles/uploaded/0/0e1840389_050904.mp3th century many churches went through a theological renewal. The biggest of these was the Roman Catholic Church&rsquo;s Second Vatican Council, 1962&ndash;65, but on proportionately smaller scale similar changes happened in most churches. The renewal grew out of a sense that received church theology conveyed a view of the human being that was too negative, or that it focused too much on sins that we fall into. Renewal wanted to reclaim a vision of the human that highlighted our destiny to be glorious. This very positive view of the human was seen as emerging already in many cultural and political achievements. The world seemed poised to make great strides against disease and ignorance, thanks to scientific advance. The United Nations&rsquo; declaration on human rights was itself an international advance, as were the protocols concerning the treatment of prisoners and the conduct of war.</span></p>
<p><span>The movement in the Catholic Church was described as opening their church windows to the world. Some young catholic theologians said to me that, in those heady days following Vatican II, theologians saw the church as the problem and the world as the solution.</span></p>
<p><span>Today the situation is quite different. In most circles, optimism about human progress has waned and is almost nonexistent. The world seems an increasingly strange and dangerous place. In bioethics, doctor-assisted dying is legal in ever-more places, and choosing embryos for particular characteristics and editing their genes accordingly are practices on the horizon. One feels the need for scare quotes when speaking of scientific &ldquo;advance.&rdquo; There is wide acknowledgment of the harms of social media and &ldquo;devices&rdquo; in general. AI looms with simultaneous promise and anxiety. Our decade, the 2020s, feels quite distant from the hopeful mihttp://www.thefieldschurch.org/mediafiles/uploaded/0/0e1840389_050904.mp3th century.</span></p>
<p><span>Those same young catholic theologians articulated their difference from their elders who lived through Vatican II. For their generation, they said, the world is the problem and the church, for all its faults, is the only institution capable of countering the world.</span></p>
<p><span>Church people may differ on what the best public policy should be regarding particular social issues, particular technologies, particular wars, and so forth. But it is clear that, in this second quarter of the 21st century, we in the church carry a human vision that is at odds with much of the world.</span></p>
<p><span>We need to get used to being, more and more, an alternative to the world. Old language, such as is found in prayers that speak of the world in negative terms, has new resonance. The language of sin and our need to confess it has increasing importance. When the Episcopal Church produced its 1979 Book of Common Prayer, many penitential aspects were made optional. But they are there in the book, and they are important, and we may want to increase our use of them. Personally, after decades of skipping the prayer of confession at the beginning of Morning and Evening Prayer, I now almost always say it.</span></p>
<p><span>Indeed, the mere fact of admitting you are a sinner sets you apart from the world.</span></p>
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<p><span><i>Out &amp; About</i>. Sunday, June 14, I am to preach at St. Matthew&rsquo;s Cathedral in Dallas, at 9 and 11:15. Then at 5 p.m. at St. Matthew&rsquo;s, the Good Books &amp; Good Talk seminar will meet to discuss Tolstoy&rsquo;s great fifty-page story, &ldquo;The Death of Ivan Ilyich.&rdquo; Everyone is welcome to attend, and if you read the story you are welcome to talk. To find the seminar: Park in the covered apartment parking just south of the cathedral (church parking is clearly marked). When you walk out of the garage, you&rsquo;ll be facing the cathedral close. The building to the right of the close is Garrett Hall. I&rsquo;ll be at the door from about 4:45 to let people in.</span></p>
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      <description>A reader asked about receiving Communion in a Catholic church when one is not a member of the Roman Catholic Church. My practice on the Camino in Spain (where every church I went to was Catholic) was to get in the Communion line but, at the front, to...</description>
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<p><span>A reader asked about receiving Communion in a Catholic church when one is not a member of the Roman Catholic Church. My practice on the Camino in Spain (where every church I went to was Catholic) was to get in the Communion line but, at the front, to cross my arms and indicate (more by a bowing of my head than by words) that I wished to receive a blessing. I remember two with particular joy. The priest at Burgos cathedral&mdash;at a pilgrim mass that was packed&mdash;was tender and had a very gentle face. At the cathedral in Santiago, where there were many Communion lines, the priest I happened to meet said to me &ldquo;English?&rdquo; I nodded, and then he gave, in English, an elaborate blessing that, dear reader, included you! (His prayer over me covered everyone in my life.)</span></p>
<p><span>I learned this practice&mdash;to request a blessing rather than taking Communion&mdash;as part of my engagement with the ecumenical movement. A principle of true ecumenism, I am persuaded, is to respect other churches&rsquo; practices and beliefs especially when you are participating in worship with them in their church. It is Roman Catholic teaching that to receive Communion in their church indicates, and flows out from, being in full communion with their church. Although a degree of communion is recognized with all Christians, and at times has been stated to be especially true with Anglicans, we are not in full communion.&nbsp;</span></p>
<p><span>&nbsp;Some churches have taken a different approach. It is the teaching of the Episcopal Church, for instance, that if you are visiting an Episcopal Church in a service that includes Communion, and you receive Communion in your own church, and you recognize that Jesus is really present in the consecrated Bread and Wine, and nothing in your conscience prevents it, you are welcome to receive at that service. Our view is that receiving Communion together can be a step on the way to full communion, rather than being the endpoint of the process.</span></p>
<p><span>I know people, on both sides as it were, who bristle at the other church&rsquo;s practice. They might describe the Roman Catholic view as hostile and rigid. Or they might describe the Episcopal view as sloppy thinking. Such bristling does not reflect a deep ecumenical spirituality. It is humbler to submit to the practices of the church which you are visiting rather than to grumble about how they ought to be different. And not only humbler: when one submits, in charity, one is open to surprising grace. I think I received much grace in the churches in Spain, even though I understood little of the Spanish and never received Communion. It wasn&rsquo;t a grace that made me want to leave my church home; it was a gift that was given precisely in our difference. A gift that, as is obvious from my writing here, was beyond words.</span></p>
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<p><span>We moderns don&rsquo;t let go enough. We bristle, grumble, and make sarcastic posts on social media when other people or institutions do things in ways we would not. We are always wanting our world and the things in it to measure up to our desires.&nbsp;</span></p>
<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;We always have a consumer attitude towards everything.</span></p>
<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;We never let go and just submit to the world that is there.</span></p>
<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;I&rsquo;ve said this before&mdash;in a way, I was saying it last week&mdash;it is important for us all to learn to let go. The world does not exist to measure up to my expectations! And when I am willing to thank God for the rain (even though my plans for the day called for sunshine)&mdash;when I let go of my plans and receive the world as it actually us&mdash;then unexpected grace can appear.</span></p>
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<p><span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<i>Out &amp; About</i>.&nbsp;</span>Sunday, June 14, I am to preach at St. Matthew&rsquo;s Cathedral in Dallas, at 9 and 11:15. Then at 5 p.m. at St. Matthew&rsquo;s, the Good Books <i>&amp;</i> Good Talk seminar will meet to discuss Tolstoy&rsquo;s great fifty-page story, &ldquo;The Death of Ivan Ilyich.&rdquo; Everyone is welcome to attend, and if you read the story you are welcome to talk. To find the seminar: Park in the covered apartment parking just south of the cathedral (church parking is clearly marked). When you walk out of the garage, you&rsquo;ll be facing the cathedral close. The building to the right of the close is Garrett Hall. I&rsquo;ll be at the door from about 4:45 to let people in.</p>
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