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Rolling Over and Tearing Down

My car “rolled over” to 200,000 miles recently. But, of course, its odometer is digital, as they all are now, and so there’s no rolling.
    Children, back in the dark ages, would be riding in the back seat of your parents’ car, and you couldn’t wait for the thing to roll over. A small taste of it happened every mile: the tenths’ roller would get to the nine and then, together, it would roll the next digit, the one to its left, with it. But if that digit were also a nine, then three would roll. You can imagine the build up of excitement: when 999.9 would roll over to 1000.0! Or best of all, when 39,999.9 would roll over to 40,000.0. Keep your eyes open! All 6 digits together would be turning.
    Ours is clearly an age of diminished pleasures. The numbers don’t roll. In a blink they change.
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    Still it was fun. I was, fortunately, on a basically empty stretch of highway. It had been well over 199,000 all day. I saw it get to 199,900. Then 199,960. I was afraid I’d miss it. When it was 199,990, I pulled over to take a picture. And ten miles later, a blink of an eye, and it was 200,000. Beautiful. Such clean digits.
    The odometer is digital, which I take as a modern drawback, but a lot of other things about the car are much better than anything my parents ever had. Those cars, their odometers only went to 99,999.9; after that you were back at zero (00000.0). Rare was the car that would run that far. But mine has gone to that point twice over. And who knows; it might keep going for another 100K.
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    Yet what’s old doesn’t go on forever. The venerable furniture store has been torn down. Recently they finished the demolition; the lot is level now, and mighty machinery has started working to create the foundation for a new high-rise.
    I run past it almost daily. These days you can see, not only the lot leveled-off, but the apartments behind it. I never noticed them before. They go up maybe five stories. Their residents can see more now than they used to. But in a couple of years they will see less, when the new, taller, building is erected.
    When I lived in New York City, people would ask me about my apartment’s views. I said: I have a view of apartments that have a view of Central Park. Which was literally true. And if one apartment in particular had its blinds up on both sides, I could see through it to a bit of green.
    Then they tore down an old building north and west of us, and for a couple of years a little sliver of the corner of the park was visible. I enjoyed pointing it out to visitors. One could see, tiny in the distance, runners, walkers, bikes—not for long, just for that slice of time they were in view.
    And then, they put up the new building. Whoever lives there now has my old view: a view of apartments that have a view of the park.
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    Things keep changing. Sometimes they’re torn down. Sometimes they roll over. In the midst of it all, the Psalmist advises wisely: “So teach us to number our days, that we may apply our heart to wisdom.”
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    What theologians read. I’ve mentioned A Canticle for Leibowitz. Now I’m seeing it all over the place. There’s a thoughtful review essay in The American Interest, which finds it as prescient as ever.
    I’m planning to have a discussion of it early in 2020: details to come.
    (Texarkana = the New Rome: Who woulda thunk it?)
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    Out & About. Some years ago, visiting my daughter in Boston, we had stopped by the Church of the Advent there, the great 175-year-old bastion of Anglo-catholicism. I have now been there on a Sunday. Their music is awesome. Their liturgy is a work that engages just about everybody. But . . . I’m not moving. I’ve been in Dallas long enough to become a complete wimp regarding winter weather in the Northeast.
    Here is my sermon, preached at the Advent on the feast of Saint Michael and All Angels.
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    This Sunday, Oct. 13, I will lead the “Good Books & Good Talk” seminar on What Happened to Sophie Wilder by Christopher Beha. We meet at 6 p.m. at Incarnation in Dallas, and anyone who reads the book is welcome to the conversation.
    Next up: The Warden by Anthony Trollope, on Sunday, Nov. 17.

Overheard II

As one who likes to walk, I often hear little snatches of conversation as people pass by, talking to one another or over the phone. Often they are banal, of course; sometimes they are tantalizing.
    So I am walking and I hear a voice behind me say something like this: “You know how a particular scripture verse can summarize someone’s theology?”
    I’m all ears. Did he just say “theology”?
    Two young men pass me. They are in a race, they keep going, but they turn back to look at me. “I think that’s Victor Austin,” one says. They speed on, and I lose sight of them.
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    What verse would summarize my theology? We clergy used to joke in the Saint Thomas sacristy about the sermon none of us had ever preached. It was to be on a verse from Genesis.
    “My brother Esau is an hairy man, but I am a smooth man.”
    I find I am often having to teach my younger colleagues about things like this (Alan Bennett, “Beyond the Fringe”). But I don’t think it summarizes my theology.
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    There are verses that I could wish summarized my theology.
    Song of Songs: “My beloved is mine, and I am his”—understood as enjoying God as one’s beloved. (Ruth says something analogous when she tells Naomi, “Thy God shall be my God.”)
    Or, if God is not presently being enjoyed, the perfect poetry of Psalm 62 in the 1979 BCP translation: “For God alone my soul in silence waits.”
    Sometimes, though, it’s more like the line from Psalm 44: “Awake, O Lord! why are you sleeping?”
    But maybe this is it, for me; at least, it’s something I often emphasize. From Romans 8: “We do not know how to pray . . . but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with sighs too deep for words.” As Herbert McCabe said, it’s a great comfort to hear Saint Paul say that even he does not know how to pray!
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    Out & About. This Sunday, Sept. 29, I am to preach at Church of the Advent in Boston.
    On Sunday, Oct. 6, I am to preach at St. Anne Episcopal Church in DeSoto, Texas, at 8 and 10 a.m.
    At 6:15 p.m. on Sunday, Oct. 6, I will give the fall theology lecture at Church of the Incarnation in Dallas. The book of Ruth is a “gem of a book” that distills into a charming story some of the main themes of the Old Testament as a whole. I will be looking at it with a particular theological question: do we need a husband or wife in order to flourish as a human being? There will be Q&A after the lecture and then a wine and cheese reception. Free and open to the public: If you live in the Dallas area, it would be good to see you (and invite your friends).
    Finally, the next Good Books & Good Talk seminar will be on Sunday, Oct. 13, on What Happened to Sophie Wilder by Christopher Beha. It’s at 6 p.m. at Incarnation in Dallas, and anyone who reads the book is welcome to the conversation.

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The Rev. Canon Victor Lee Austin. Ph.D., is the Theologian-in-Residence for the diocese and is the author of several books including, "Friendship: The Heart of Being Human" and "A Post-Covid Catechesis.: