Sermon at Church of the Epiphany
I want in this sermon to think with you, as Christians, about freedom. For there is nothing we want more, nor anything we are less able to possess, to hold. It is like gossamer, which vanishes to the touch. Here is a simple example, one you have doubtless felt yourself. At seventeen, feeling myself under heavy disciplinary hands, parent, principal, I imagined that the answer was college, escape, running my own life. At eighteen, freshman, confused, depressed, being on my own felt nothing like freedom. I had seen the enemy, in this case of freedom, and it was us (and not some authority without). Or take the opposite experience. You spend painful hours throughout your youth, playing scales, or hitting a tennis ball, or working a lathe. Nothing free about it. But eventually you become expert. And then you can stop thinking about the how, for you have internalized it. and your attention is turned to expressing yourself, which is after all what human beings in the so-called modern world most want. You can do something creative with a tune, or a shot, or a cabinet, and you are in a sense free, for you have something like the grammar of the thing, so that you can say something that is yours. Here freedom doesn’t feel so at the beginning, but grows out of discipline.
Let’s try one more run at the matter, this third being familiar as well. If we were to ask what words are the most important in our culture, surely ‘trauma’ and ‘addiction’ would be on the list. Things happen which affect other things we do later, in a deep way which it is at first hard to see. We realize that we have been doing things we didn’t want to do. The most famous example is found in Romans 7: ‘ what I want to do I don’t, and the thing I hate I do.’ We are mysteries to ourselves. But of course this sentence by the apostle is in the context of discovering the freedom of Jesus Christ. We might compare, in a quasi-religious way, the steps of AA, where the member comes to understand that he or she is powerless as a prelude to taking responsibility for his or her actions. The experience is real, but the relation of powerless to free is mysterious.
Enough head-scratching! When Paul says ‘the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit is there is freedom,’ he is saying that freedom is an attribute of God, like goodness or wisdom. He has it for real, we only partially, at best. And if that is true, then human freedom is always in relation to something else; you might say it is directional, from somewhere and toward somewhere. Freedom isn’t something isolated, or solipsistic; you might borrow a word from the scientists and say that freedom is entangled, for it happens in the space defined by what it is surrounded, and sheltered by. If you start there, then you can make sense of one of the greatest theologians to think on the subject, St. Augustine of Hippo, the bishop in North Africa in the 5th century, as the Roman empire was collapsing around his ears. Freedom was obvious if by it you meant the power to go this way or that in life, to have a salami or peanut butter sandwich for lunch. But when it comes to God These decisions were, to use a Latin word, arbitrary, based on choice. But when it came to faith in God, that was more like being carried downstream by a great wave. You cannot up and change which fast-moving stream you’re in. Another, greater, has to pick you up and move you. That divine hand required grace, the free action of God. Turning to God is a greater kind of freedom. So to Augustine we are free, and yet not, and our experience consents to this insight.
Let’s try one more angle of entry. ‘Where the Spirit is, there is freedom.’ Ok, but that is not the same thing as saying, ‘where freedom is, there is the Spirit.’ The latter is not true, though we humans often want to think it so. Paul is not saying that whatever and whenever we feel free, that must be evidence of the Spirit. Much of the worst theology and spirituality of our age really assumes this, but since Genesis 3 and the Garden we humans have a gift for self-deception. There is a connection but the other way around. When we surrender to the call of Christ, there the Spirit works, and there we come to be free, however hard its experience may prove to be.
But what we really need this morning is to allow the story highlighted on this feast day, that of the transfiguration, to inform how we should think about freedom. First a couple of notes. There is another transfiguration Sunday, in the middle of the sweltering Texas summer, as hard as that is to imagine. But this transfiguration is right before Lent, so as to underline that we catch this true glimpse so as to fortify us for the Lenten walk, lest we lose heart and think this whole gospel thing comes to naught in the face of all the worldly evidence to the contrary. And secondly, we hear this year Luke’s version, and one feature of his is the use of the Greek word ‘exodus,’ which means what it sounds like. Moses and Elijah are pointing us back to the Old Testament so as to point us forward. All the law and the prophets have prepared for this. All of Israel’s faithfulness and rebellion have led, by God’s providence, more great and merciful that our minds can comprehend, to this. And the same can be said of our own lives as well, our straight paths and detours directed by God the Spirit to this day, possibility, challenge, in our life and mine.
‘And all of us, with unveiled faces, seeing the glory of the Lord as though reflected in a mirror, are being transformed into the same image from one degree of glory to another, for this comes from the Lord, the Spirit’
Let us end with these words, also from our passage of Paul’s from Second Corinthians. Freedom happens when we behold the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ. We behold it by grace, for only so are our faces, no more holy in ourselves than others, unveiled. Christ has unveiled them, and this is a great mystery. We behold as in a mirror, for the glory is too bright to survive. Jesus at once shows it to us and shields us from it- the brightness is accommodated in the incarnation to our weakness. In the bolding we are transformed into what we see, Him first, then us, the one beheld and the one transforming one, because God, Father, Son, Spirit are one, and their work one as well. Yet we are only transformed to an extent, and in stages, with more to go, even in heaven seeing more, going as C.S.Lewis said, ‘further up and further in,’ but never static, for we are always following. The attention is always on the Lamb, we only the chorus. And the beholding is glory, which means holiness, brightness, beauty, power. And so, finally we see that this freedom we want, is not as we imagine it, a holding, but something more like beholding, and all this life of discipleship here, and son- and daughter-hood there, more like having our blinkers, step by step removed, a freedom not from, but always for, and toward, Him. Amen.